Ehz!! I tell u all...ytd night I dreamt that my younger brother died leh..I don't know why! It was like I had this queer feeling that something would happen to him..so I told my mum but she didn't believe me..but whenever my right wrist ached I knew he was in trouble. So there was once he went to the toilet and my hand felt that sharp pain..I immediately ran to the toilet and carried him out lor =( Then I started crying..using tissue to wipe his perspiration of his face. I can still remember his facial expression..it was like he didn't know something would happen to him but he had the worried look when he saw my reaction. But!! Suddenly he ran to the toilet again..by the time I rushed there he was lying on the floor.

Hhm then next time..I was in the living room with my parents..went hysterical saying "see I told u why u all don't believe me..I knew something would happen to him"..blah blah..but it was so real k. When I woke up I was like telling God "Lord I know I just quarrelled with Yonghui the other day cos he stole my money..but I think I still love him......" I saw him downstairs during breakfast and I stared hard at him to make sure he was real. And he gave me that look..bet he thought I'm still angry with him.

I removed my braces today!! It wasn't as painful as the previous visit..they took an x-ray of my teeth..then the doctor was trying to scare me..said "girl you have wisdom teeth do you know? Your teeth is all straight already..but when the wisdom teeth grow out you may have to do a minor op cos there's no space for them to grow"..yeah a minor operation. For now I think I will be contented with my retainers. But they're affecting my speech. I can't pronounce "zh", "ch", "q"......

Got back english, maths, chemistry and physics today. Nothing much to say..gave it all to the Lord =) I should be thankful I guess. But my tutor messaged me today and asked when out next lesson would be. I actually apologised to her when I told her I got an a2. And she didn't reply after that..but not on purpose I think. But I felt so guilty..as if I've let her down. Shall talk more about it on Monday after I get back the rest of the papers.